How do you define yourself?
Oh my! Today’s question is a good one and I have to give a shout out to my lovely friend, Heather, who inspired me to blog in the first place, last year and again this year. She gave me this question today and I think it’s pretty perfect. Not perfect in the sense that it will be easy to answer. Just the opposite in fact. But, today’s question is one that will hopefully give me some insight and perhaps help some of you understand me better.
A list of words I would use to describe myself
- Passionate
- Determined
- Sensitive
- Caring
- Broken
- Introverted
- Intuitive
- Curious
- Imperfect
- Amusing
Passionate: I am passionate about dog training, behavior and the science behind how creatures learn. I always want to learn more and understand things better and hope that share that with others so they can see the joy and wonder in owning a pet and forming a bond with an animal that doesn’t speak our language.
Determined: I am determined to make my life one to remember. My work towards owning my own successful dog training business is one that I continuously work at. There have been several ups and many downs but I am still standing.
Sensitive: I wear my heart on my sleeve and get my feelings hurt easily. Internalizing is one of my key characteristics and sometimes it bites me in the ass. However, at the same time, I have difficulties expressing my emotions with people I am not close to.
Caring: I care about those around me and hate to see other living beings hurting. If there is something I can do, then I will do everything in my power to rectify the problem. I almost always have an open ear for a friend day or night and love the special people in my life, deeply.
Broken: I am broken into several pieces. My life hasn’t been easy, but whose has? I need a little glue, a bit of tape and some hope, but one day, I believe I will be whole again. It might just take a while.
Introverted: I am a person of few words most of the time. Unless I’m incredibly into a conversation, I tend to stay quiet and listen and observe. People watching can teach you a lot and there isn’t necessarily a need for common pleasantries. Speak what you feel and chose your words wisely.
Intuitive: I watch people carefully and always wonder what they are thinking. Perhaps that’s why I am able to sense their emotions and can check in on them. People aren’t always quick to ask for help or a shoulder to lean on and I want to be that person. Everyone needs someone.
Curious: Ever since I can recall, I’ve always wanted to know *why*. I still ask questions daily and am constantly striving to learn more about the world we inhabit, the creatures we share it with and what the meaning of life is. Perhaps I won’t ever answer that question, but I’m hell bent on trying.
Imperfect: I am human and that makes me imperfect. I’ve lied and been mean. I’ve caused people sadness and anger. I’ve said things I regret and sometimes there are mistakes I wish I had never made. But, I am beautifully flawed and am learning to understand and accept that.
Amusing: Very few people will believe this, but I can be a very funny person. If I know you well enough, you will see the funny, crazy, silly and goofy side of me. It doesn’t always manifest itself, but when it does, it brings smiles to the faces of those I love and that itself makes me feel warm inside.
There are many other ways I’m sure I could define myself. While this only scratches the surface, I feel it’s an accurate description of my all around being. I am so much more than what is mentioned above. Not everyone will discover it or be one to know the whole me. Those people I hold close, however, they hold my heart and have helped me define who I am.